Accoutability

 I absolutely hate that I'm having to write this for myself...most of you will probably want to just ignore and I'll be back to the pictures of the kiddos next post! I just know that I need to put my starting point down semi publicly or I might end up falling of the wagon. I've started low carb back for the first time sense baby #2. I could punch myself in the face for not doing it earlier because it works so fast, so well, and it stays off for me but I have been SO unmotivated to get back in shape after having Logan. Well to be frank I'm not sure that I've even been "fit" but I've had a figure and good genes..now I cant get in mine! Bahaha sorry I love a good pun. But seriously I'm not hard enough on myself...I do ok in confidence department...really... I'm kind of like a boy...I took "before" pictures a month ago in an attempt to start the journey and while I thought I'd cringe I didn't. I actually thought "go girl nothing wrong with that" and ate a cobbler that night...FAIL LOL! Told you I was like a boy.  Truth is I'm happy regardless my identity is not wrapped up in my appearance...been fly, modeled, been 20, over that but I need to be healthier for my children. I have two boys..life is going to require me to be pretty psychical and I love that and want to keep up. I hate to even blame pregnancy and kids as a reason for gaining weight while it does happen during that time its pretty easy for it not to as well..if your mindful. I wasn't...I'm a foodie and I got DOWN. I loved every second to lol I'm not saying that to be cute I'm a very hardy eater so much so that if I didnt eat like a grown man I would be very small naturally. I'm a passionate immediate gratification kind of person...Kal-El senior lol so it makes it a challenge.  Keeping it off has always been extremely easy for me so Ive just got to get there the first time! I'm not into the life style change or fitness extremest. I'll take a little toning here and there but I want to look like a girl...one that has curves....which I dont have a shortage of but I need to get rid of the extra fluff. Feel me? Plus the last TWO times I've been to to the doctor my blood pressure has been borderline elevated. Not cool. It runs on both sides of my family and I dont want to be on meds barely entering into the second year of my 30's. I'm an old soul so I get content really fast but I dont want to make any more excuses for short changing my health bc its hurting instead of truly helping. I posted a couple of times on FB about starting low carb and have had a couple of questions. Feel free to message me, if you have a question. I'll answer if I know it and share recipes as I come across those I love :) I've done this diet many times in the past bc its effective and my body responds really well to it..I cant speak for everyone on that. For some people the weight comes back on after they eat etc etc...I'm not saying it works for everyone but it does wonders for me. Today marks week one and Im down 6lbs! I can't deal with a 2 lb a week diet Id fail miserably with something that slow going..thats why.....Dr Adkins is my homie....for the next 3 months and strawberries are my berry best friend :D

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